Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Bot'Ox

Gracias Ryan!

*** Blue Steel - Bot'Ox

Knowin' what to say when I know
You keep tellin' all lies
Don't you know it's no surprise
Just to find you here?

What you say, what you do
What you say, what you do
How we should call it off
Like I say we should

What you say, what you do
What you say, what you do
How we should call it off
Like I say we should

Seen your trips, and I've seen you fall
Seen the writings on the walls
And tonight
When you're right again

What you say, what you do
What you say, what you do
Though moving in reverse
How you always make sure you come first

What you say, what you do
What you say, what you do
Though moving in reverse
And how you always make sure you come first

So moving in reverse
And how you always make sure you come first
What you say, what you do
What you say, what you do

Though moving in reverse
And how you always make sure you come first

*** Tout Passe, Tout Lasse, Tout Casse

Don't worry baby
Everything passes
Everything wears out
And everything breaks
Tout passe, tout lasse, tout casse
Everything gets squandered
Everything you own is expensive and broken
No, I don't wanna guess
You give it a shot, what can I say?
Don't worry baby
Everything passes
Tout passe, tout lasse, tout casse
Just let it all come down
There are maps straight to hell
Drawn in every way
Don't worry baby
Everything passes
Everything wears out
And everything breaks
Don't worry baby
Everything passes
Just let it all come down
Just let it go
Just let go

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Sex Trothler

Because listening to this is orgasmic.

*** Last Date

[We love each other] It's not you, it's me. We don't make each other happy. It just can't be. It's too short to make mistakes. You're just not the one. Sorry.

*** Hurt

Baby I want to hurt you, don't want to say why.
That feeling that I get from the tears down your eyes.
Let my dominance be your pain.
Like Huey Lewis standing in the rain.
Don't be so cold, it's just a game.
Let's trade each other talent, I'll maximize your fame.
A simple price to pay, but that's alright.
Let's trade each other talent, I'll make you hurt tonight.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

El monje negro

Yo vi lo que vió Lord Byron.



Monday, January 17, 2011

Historia del Cine

I'm Spartacus!

*** March of Time


Let The Right One In

"Jag tycker så mycket om dig
Din Eli."


+++ Climbing Up The Walls

I am the key to the lock in your house
That keeps your toys in the basement
And if you get too far inside
You'll only see my reflection

It's always best when the covers up
I am the pick in the ice
Do not cry out or hit the alarm
You know we're friends till we die

And either way you turn
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there
Climbing up the walls

It's always best when the light is off
It's always better on the outside
Fifteen blows to the back of your head
Fifteen blows to your mind

So lock the kids up safe tonight
Shut the eyes in the cupboard
I've got the smell of a local man
Who's got the loneliest fear

That either way you turn
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there

Climbing up the walls [x3]

Love and Death

Grandísimo Woody Allen!

*** Death


"I was walking through the woods, thinking about Christ. If He was a carpenter, I wondered what He charged for bookshelves."

"You're an interesting young man. We'll meet again. / Don't bother. / It's no bother."

*** Marriage


"Granted, I have a few eccentricities. I won't eat any food that begins with the letter F. Like chicken, for instance."

"There are many different kinds of love, Boris. There's love between a man and a woman; between a mother and son... / Two women. Let's not forget my favorite."

"Oh don't, Boris, please. Sex without love is an empty experience. / Yes, but as empty experiences go, it's one of the best."

*** Love and Death


"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy, one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."

"I never want to marry, I just want to get divorced."

"You were my one great love. / Oh, thank you very much. I appreciate that. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm dead. / What's it like? / What's it like? You know the chicken at Tresky's Restaurant? It's worse."

"The question is have I learned anything about life. Only that human being are divided into mind and body. The mind embraces all the nobler aspirations, like poetry and philosophy, but the body has all the fun. The important thing, I think, is not to be bitter... if it turns out that there IS a God, I don't think that He's evil. I think that the worst you can say about Him is that basically He's an underachiever. After all, there are worse things in life than death. If you've ever spent an evening with an insurance salesman, you know what I'm talking about. The key is, to not think of death as an end, but as more of a very effective way to cut down on your expenses. Regarding love, heh, what can you say? It's not the quantity of your sexual relations that counts. It's the quality. On the other hand if the quantity drops below once every eight months, I would definitely look into. Well, that's about it for me folks. Goodbye."

*** Flirt


*** Bottles


*** Honor


Manhattan

"You know what you are? You're God's answer to Job, y'know? You would have ended all argument between them. I mean, He would have pointed to you and said, y'know, "I do a lot of terrible things, but I can still make one of these." You know? And then Job would have said, "Eh. Yeah, well, you win."

"Jesus, what are future generations gonna say about us? My God! You know, someday we're gonna be like him. And he was probably one of the beautiful people, dancing and playing tennis. And now look. This is what happens to us. You know, it's important to have some kind of personal integrity. I'll be hanging in a classroom one day and I wanna make sure when I thin out that I'm... well thought of."

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*** Why is life worth living

"An idea for a short story about people in Manhattan who are constantly creating these real, unnecessary, neurotic problems for themselves 'cos it keeps them from dealing with more unsolvable, terrifying problems about the universe. Let's... Well, it has to be optimistic. Well, all right, Why is life worth living? It's a very good question. Well, There are certain things I guess that make it worthwhile. Like what... okay... For me, I would say... what, Groucho Marx, to name one thing... and Wilie Mays... and... the 2nd movement of the Jupiter Symphony... and... Louis Armstrong, recording of Potato Head Blues... Swedish movies, naturally... Sentimental Education by Flaubert... Marlon Brando, Frank Sinatra... those incredible Apples and Pears by Cezanne... the crabs at Sam Wo's... Tracy's face..."

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+++ PS. I loved you

"Not everybody gets corrupted. You have to have a little faith in people."

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Zelig

Lo amo don Woody.

"The Ku Klux Klan, who saw Zelig as a Jew, that could turn himself into a Negro and an Indian, saw him as a triple threat."

"I'm due back in town. I... I have this masturbation class. If I'm not there, they start without me."


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*** Hipnosis

"My brother beat me. My sister beat my brother. My father beat my sister and my brother and me. My mother beat my father and my sister and me and my brother. The neighbors beat our family. The people down the block beat the neighbors and our family."
"I'm 12 years old. I run into a Synagogue. I ask the Rabbi the meaning of life. He tells me the meaning of life... But, he tells it to me in Hebrew. I don't understand Hebrew. Then he wants to charge me six hundred dollars for Hebrew lessons."


*** Best declaration of love EVER

"It's the worst. I hate the country. I hate the grass and the mosquitoes. And cooking... Your cooking is terrible. Your pancakes... They're... I dump them in the garbage when you're not looking. And the jokes you try and tell when... when you think you're amusing, they're long and pointless, there's no end to them. I wanna go to bed with you. I love you. You're very sweet, cos you're... You're not as clever as you think you are. You're all mixed up, and nervous, and you're the worst cook. Those pancakes... Oh, I love you. I wanna take care of you. No more pancakes."

*** Mrs. Fletcher speaking


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"But I’ve never flown before in my life, and it shows exactly what you can do, if you’re a total psychotic!"

Friday, January 14, 2011

Otra Vez Primavera

"Primavera, Verano, Otoño, Invierno... y Otra Vez Primavera" pasa a ser una de mis grandes favoritas.

*** El karma


*** El amor


*** La muerte


Sunday, January 9, 2011

3 Idiots

Juegan sucio con el melodrama pero ahora es una de mis favoritas. I love you Aamir Khan.

*** How an induction motor starts


*** What is a machine?


*** How to teach


*** Aal Izz Well [Oh Lizbeth!]

Cuando tu vida se salga de control
Silba y exclama
Aal Izz Well!

Que sabe una gallina del futuro de un huevo?
Vivira o lo fritaran en un sarten?
Nadie sabe lo que traera nuestro futuro

Mueve tus labios,
Hermano, Aal Izz Well!
Hermano, Aal Izz Well!
Tio querido, Aal Izz Well!

Cuando reina la confusion
Nadie halla una solucion
Y para cuando surge una respuesta
ya hemos olvidado la pregunta

Consuela a tu corazon
cuando este inquieto en la desventura
porque el corazon es idiota
Hazle un llamado amable a la razon

Me bebi la plata de la beca
y la desesperacion no disminuyo
Las varitas de incienso se hicieron cenizas
y no vimos a Dios

Que sabe una cabra de su futuro?
La haran brochetas o la picaran?
Nadie sabe lo que traera nuestro futuro

Silba y exclama
[...]

Friday, January 7, 2011

Whatever Works

Todo mi respeto a Boris Yellnikoff, el alterego de Woody Allen.

"- Lord, you tell me this creature took you to bed?

- No, no, no, no. Actually, she took me.

- Yeah, when I met Boris, he hated sex.

- Yeah, think of it, Mr. Celestine. The absurd choreography, like a sewing machine, up and down, up and down, up and down, toward what end? Making more children?"


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Thursday, January 6, 2011

Revolutionary Road

La dulce verdad sobre la union.

*** The Plans

- I hear you're a mathematician.

- You hear wrong. It's all gone now.

- All gone?

- You know what electrical shock treatments are?

- Yes. Yes I do.

- I've had thirty-seven. Supposed to jolt out the "Emotional Problems." Just jolted out the mathematics.

- How awful.

- "How awful..." Why, because mathematics is so "interesting?"

- No. Because the shocks must be awful and... well, because it's awful not to be able to do what it is you want to do. I think mathematics must be dull.

- I like your girl, Frank.

- Me too.

- So, what do a couple of people like you have to run away from?

- We're not running.

- So what's in Paris?

- Different way of life.

- We are running... We're running from the hopeless emptiness of the whole life here.

- The hopeless emptiness? Now, you've said it. Plenty of people are on to the emptiness, but it takes real guts to see the hopelessness... Wow.


*** The Plans Are Gone

- I'm sorry you're not going away anymore. I know it was important to you. And don't take this wrong but I've been there and... they don't have so much we don't have here.

* It didn't have to be Paris.

- You just wanted out, huh?

* I wanted in. I just wanted us to live again. For years I thought we shared a secret... that we would be wonderful in the world. I didn't exactly know how, but just the possibility... kept me hoping. How pathetic is that? So stupid! To put all your hopes in a promise that was never made? See, Frank knows... he knows what he wants. He's found his place. He's just fine. Married, two kids. It should be enough. It is for him. And he's right. We were never special or destined or anything at all.

- Sure you are. You're The Wheelers. You're a terrific couple, everybody says so.

* I saw a whole other future. I can't stop seeing it. Can't leave, can't stay. No damn use to anyone. Come on, let's do it.


*** John's Moral Slap

- I'm sorry dinner's late. Would everyone like another drink?

- Oh, don't worry. It's nice to just sit a bit and socialize... You shouldn't have gone through all this trouble, with all you're packing and what not... You just seem to have so much on your plate [...]

- Actually, there's been a change of plans. I thought maybe it was obvious... April here is pregnant.

- Congratulations! Oh, April! I can't tell you how pleased I am. Oh, but I expect you'll be needing a bigger house, now, won't you?

- Hold it a second, Ma. I don't get this. What's so obvious about it? I mean okay, she's pregnant; so what? Don't people have babies in Europe?

- Suppose we just say that people anywhere aren't very well advised to have babies unless they can afford them.

- Okay. Okay; it's a question of money. Money's a good reason... But it's hardly ever the real reason. What's the real reason? Wife talk you out of it, or what? Little woman decide she isn't quite ready to quit playing house? Nah, nah, that's not it. I can tell. She looks too tough. Tough and adequate as hell. Okay, then; it must've been you. What happened?

- John, please, you're being very rude!

- No, what happened, Frank? You get cold feet, or what? You decide you're better off here after all? You figure it's more comfy here in the old Hopeless Emptiness after all, or... Wow, that did it! Look at his face! What's the matter, Wheeler? Am I getting warm?

- All right, son. I think we'd better be...

- You know something? I wouldn't be surprised if you knocked her up on purpose just so you could spend the rest of your life hiding behind that maternity dress. That way you never have to find out what he's really made of.

- Now look, I think that's just about enough out of you. I mean, who the hell do you think you are? You come in here and say whatever crazy God damn thing comes into your head and I think it's about time someone told you to keep your God damn mouth shut.

- He's not well, Frank.

- Not well, my ass! I don't give a damn if he's sick or well or dead or alive, he should keep his fucking opinions in the fucking insane asylum where they belong!

- Let's go, son.

- Big man you got there, April. Big family man. I feel sorry for you. Still, maybe you deserve each other. The way you look right now, I'm beginning to feel sorry for him, too. I mean, you must give him a pretty bad time if making babies is the only way he can prove he's got a pair of balls.

- You fucking!

- No, He's not well, Frank!

- All right, John. Let's get on out to the car now.

- April, sorry, I'm so sorry...

- Alright... Sorry, sorry, sorry! Oh Ma, have I said "Sorry" enough times? Damn, I am sorry, too. I bet I'm just about the sorriest bastard I know. Course, get right down to it, I don't have a whole hell of a lot to be glad about, do I? You know what? I'm glad about one thing. You know what I'm glad about? I'm glad I'm not gonna be that kid.


*** Scream! [Low quality]

- Okay, okay, don't tell me. Don't tell me; let me guess. I made a Disgusting Spectacle of Myself. Right?

* Right.

- And everything that man said is True. Right? Isn't that what you're going to say?

* Apparently I don't have to. You're saying it for me.

- But you're wrong.

* Why am I wrong?

- Because the man is insane. He's fucking insane! Do you know what the definition of insanity is?

* What is it, Frank?

- The inability to relate to another human being. It's the inability to love.

* The in... the in; the inabil; the inability to... Oh. Oh, Frank, you really are a wonderful talker! If black could be made into white by talking, you'd be the man for the job. So now I'm crazy because I don't love you right? Is that the point?

- No. Wrong. You're not crazy and you do love me; that's the point.

* But I don't. In fact I loathe the sight of you. You're just a boy who made me laugh at a party once and if you come any closer, if you touch me or anything I think I'll scream.

- Oh baby listen...

* AAAAHHH!!!

- Fuck you, April. And fuck all your hateful, snotty little...

* What're you going to do now? Are you going to hit me? To show how much you love me?

- Oh, no, don't worry, I can't be bothered! You're not worth the trouble it'd take to hit you. You're not worth the powder it'd take to blow you up. You're an empty... You're an empty, hollow fucking shell of a woman. What the hell are you living in my house for if you hate me so much? Huh? Will you answer me that? Why the hell do you fuck me? What the hell are you carrying my child for? Why the hell didn't you just get rid of it, when you had the chance? Because listen. Listen: I got news for you. I wish to God you had.


Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Rocknrolla

*** What's a Rocknrolla

People ask the question... what's a RocknRolla? And I tell 'em - it's not about drums, drugs, and hospital drips, oh no. There's more there than that, my friend. We all like a bit of the good life - some the money, some the drugs, other the sex game, the glamour, or the fame. But a RocknRolla, oh, he's different. Why? Because a real RocknRolla wants the fucking lot.

*** Sex


*** Johnny Quid [ENG] / El Monologo [ESP]

You see that pack of Virginia killing sticks on the end of the piano?

All you need to know about life is retained in those four walls. You will notice that one of your personalities is seduced by the illusions of grandeur - the gold packet of king size with a regal insignia, an attractive implication towards grandeur and wealth, the subtle suggestion that cigarettes are indeed your royal and loyal friends, and that, Pete, is a lie.

Your other personality is trying to draw your attention to the flip side of the discussion, written in boring bold black and white, it's a statement that these neat little soldiers of death and in fact trying to kill you and that, Pete, is the truth.

Oh, beauty is a beguiling call to death and I'm addicted to the sweet pitch of its siren.

That that starts sweet ends bitter, and that which starts bitter ends sweet.

That is why you and I love the drugs and that is also why I cannot give that painting back. now please, pass me a light.


Ejaculation

Restándole crédito al primero, Amén a los demás.

*** The Many Ways Men Cum


Nirvana

*** Seasons in the Sun - Nirvana

Goodbye my friend, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
And all the flowers are everywhere
Pretty girls are everywhere
"Think of me and I'll be there."

Goodbye, papa, please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
"I don't know all these words
I have bought three turds
With my BB-gun I would kill birds"

We had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

All our lives, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the hill that we reached
Were just starfish on the beach

Goodbye, michelle, my little one
"I was the apple of the shiny sun.
And I have loved you every week
All my tears are salty
I think that now I will start to leave"

We had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

We had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the hill on the beach
Were just starfish on the beach.

We had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

I've had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the stars that we reached
Were just starfish on the beach.

*** Dumb - Nirvana

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone,
But I have a light
The day is done,
I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Or maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy (x3)

My heart is broke
But I have some glue
Help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And have a hangover

Have a hangover (x3)

Sit in the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone,
But I have a light
the day is done,
I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Or Maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy (x3)


I think I'm Dumb (x12)

*** You Know You're Right - Nirvana

I will never bother you
I will never promise too
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

Never say a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail
Pain (x3)

You know you're right (x3)

I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Lets talk about someone else
Steaming soup against her mouth
Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it'd come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

Pain (x5)

You know you're right (x14)
You know your right (x3)
Pain

Depeche Mode

Besar a Martin Lee Gore pasa a ser parte de la lista de sueños imposibles.

*** Wrong - Depeche Mode

Wrong [x4]

I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to the wrong tendencies
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique

Wrong [x2]

There's something wrong with me chemically
Something wrong with me inherently
The wrong mix in the wrong genes
I reached the wrong ends by the wrong means
It was the wrong plan
In the wrong hands
The wrong theory for the wrong man
The wrong eyes on the wrong prize
The wrong questions with the wrong replies

Wrong [x2]

I was marching to the wrong drum
With the wrong scum
Pissing out the wrong energy
Using all the wrong lines
And the wrong signs
With the wrong intensity
I was on the wrong page of the wrong book
With the wrong rendition of the wrong look
With the wrong moon, every wrong night
With the wrong tune playing till it sounded right yeah

Wrong

Wrong
(Too long) [x2]

I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to the wrong tendencies
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique

Wrong

*** Enjoy The Silence - Depeche Mode

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm [x3]

*** Enjoy The Silence - Depeche Mode Live


*** Precious - Depeche Mode Live

Precious and fragile things
Need special handling
My God, what have we done to you?

We always try to share
The tenderest of care
Now look what we have put you through

Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we'd manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give

Angels with silver wings
Shouldn't know suffering
I wish I could take the pain for you

If God has a master plan
That only He understands
I hope it's Your eyes He's seeing through

Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we'd manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give

I pray you learn to trust
Have faith in both of us
And keep room in Your heart for two

Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we'd manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give

*** Halo - Depeche Mode

You wear guilt
Like shackles on your feet
Like a halo in reverse

I can feel
The discomfort in your seat
And in your head it's worse

There's a pain
A famine in your heart
An aching to be free

Can't you see
All love's luxuries
Are here for you and me

And when our worlds they fall apart
When the walls come tumbling in
Though we may deserve it
It will be worth it

Bring your chains
Your lips of tragedy
And fall into my arms

And when our worlds they fall apart
When the walls come tumbling in
Though we may deserve it
It will be worth it

*** Sweetest Perfection - Depeche Mode

The sweetest perfection
To call my own
The slightest correction
Couldn't finely hone
The sweetest infection
Of body and mind
Sweetest injection
Of any kind

I stop and I stare too much
Afraid that I care too much
And I hardly dare to touch
For fear that the spell may be broken

When I need a drug in me
And it brings out the thug in me
Feel something tugging me
Then I want the real thing not tokens

The sweetest perfection

Things you'd expect to be
Having effect on me
Pass undetectedly
But everyone knows what has got me

Takes me completely
Touches so sweetly
Reaches so deeply
I know that nothing can stop me

Sweetest perfection
An offer was made
An assorted collection
But I wouldn't trade

The sweetest perfection

Takes me completely
Touches so sweetly
Reaches so deeply
Nothing can stop me

*** Waiting for the Night - Depeche Mode

I'm waiting for the night to fall
I know that it will save us all
When everything's dark
Keeps us from the stark reality

I'm waiting for the night to fall
When everything is bearable
And there in the still
All that you feel is tranquillity

There is a star in the sky
Guiding my way with its light
And in the glow of the moon
Know my deliverance will come soon

I'm waiting for the night to fall
I know that it will save us all
When everything's dark
Keeps us from the stark reality

I'm waiting for the night to fall
When everything is bearable
And there in the still
All that you feel is tranquillity

There is a sound in the calm
Someone is coming to harm
I press my hands to my ears
It's easier here just to forget fear

And when I squinted
The world seemed rose-tinted
And angels appeared to descend
To my surprise
With half-closed eyes
Things looked even better
Than when they were open

Been waiting for the night to fall
I knew that it would save us all
Now everything's dark
Keeps us from the stark reality

Been waiting for the night to fall
Now everything is bearable
And here in the still
All that you feel is tranquility

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

A Perfect Circle

*** The Noose - APC

So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down [repeated]

Your halo slipping down to choke you now

*** A Stranger - APC

Cast the calming apple
Up and over satellites
To draw out the timid wild one
To convince you it's alright
And I listen for the whisper
Of your sweet insanity while I formulate
Denials of your effect on me

You're a stranger
So what do I care
You vanish today
Not the first time I hear
All the lies

What am I to do with all this silence
Shy away, shy away phantom
Run away terrified child
Won't you move away you fucking tornado
I'm better off without you
Tearing my will down

*** Vanishing - APC

Disappear
Disappear
Higher
Higher
Into the air
Slowly disappear
No, no longer here

Disappear
Disappear
Thinner, thinner
Into the air

Never really here
What that never
Like a thought brushing up against a sigh
Floating away
Floating away [repeated]

Vanishing like a cyan sunday
Disappear
Disappear
Vanish, vanish into the air
Slowly disappear
Never really here

Floating away
Floating away [repeated]

*** Diary Of A Madman / Lovesong - A Perfect Circle

Screaming at the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I'll have to pay

Diary of, of a madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary, I'm here to stay

Sanity now and beyond me
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
There's no choice

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm hopeless

Voices in the darkness
Scream away my mental health
Can I ask a question
To help me save me from myself?

Sanity now and beyond me
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
There's no choice

I will always love you [x6]

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm whole again

I will always love you
There's no choice

*** Passive - APC

“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me
But I just can’t believe him, never the optimistic one
I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability
To become my perfect enemy

Wake up (why can't you) and face me (come one now),
Don’t play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Maybe you’re better off this way [x3]
You’re better of this; you’re better off this;
Maybe you’re better off!

Wake up (can't you) and face me (come on now),
Don’t play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You fucking disappoint me!”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Go ahead and play dead
I know that you can hear this
Go ahead and play dead
Why can't you turn and face me? [x4]
You fucking disappoint me!

Passive aggressive bullshit

*** Over - APC

Been over, been over this before
Been over and over
Been over this before

And over, been over this before
So over this
Been over this
So over this
Been over this
Over this before

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Nine Inch Nails

*** Something I can never have - Nine Inch Nails

I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep
Anymore

You make this all go away [x2]
I'm down to just one thing
And I'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away [x2]
I just want something
I just want something I can never have

You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now
This thing is slowly taking me apart
Gray would be the colour if I had a heart
Come on, tell me

You make this all go away [x2]
I'm down to just one thing
And I'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away [x2]
I just want something
I just want something I can never have

In this place it seems like such a shame
Though it all looks different now
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be
Come on, tell me!

You make this all go away [x2]
I'm down to just one thing
And i'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away [x2]
I just want something
I just want something I can never have [x2]

*** Leaving hope - Nine Inch Nails


*** And all that could have been - Nine Inch Nails

Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here

Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everything
And all that could have been

Gone, fading,
Everything,
And,
All that,
Ccould have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am
Tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
Were never meant for me
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me

*** I'm looking forward to joining you finally - Nine Inch Nails

As black as the night can get
everything is safer now
there's always a way to forget
once you learn to find a way how

In the blur of serenity
where did everything get lost?
the flowers of naivete
buried in a layer of frost

The smell of sunshine
I remember sometimes

Thought he had it all before they called his bluff
found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough
wanted to go back to how it was before
thought he lost everything
then he lost a whole lot more

A fool's devotion
swallowed up in empty space
the tears of regret
frozen to the side of his face

The smell of sunshine
I remember sometimes

I've done all I can do
could I please come with you?
sweet smell of sunshine
I remember sometimes

*** Hurt - Nine Inch Nails

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

*** Even deeper - Nine Inch Nails

I woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of footprints
from where I ran away
it seems everything I've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)
sometimes, I have everything - yet I wish I felt something

Do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper

And in a dream I'm a different me
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
and for once in my life I feel complete
and I still want to ruin it
afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan has long been underway

I hear them call
I cannot stay
the voice inviting me away

Do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper
everything that matters is gone
all the hands of hope have withdrawn
could you try to help me hang on?
it runs

I straight
I won't crack
on my way
and I can't turn back
I'm okay
I'm on track
on my way
and I can't turn back
I stayed
on this track
gone too far
and I can't come back
I stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

*** The persistence of loss - Nine Inch Nails


*** A drift and at peace - Nine Inch Nails