Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Darkest Star




Oh you sad one
Playing the Angel
Isn't so easy where you're from

Oh you wild one
Devil's companion
You won't stay satisfied for long

I don't want you to change
Anything you do

I don't want you to be
Someone else for me

Oh you dark one
Eternal outsider
Caught in the spider's web you've spun

Oh you blind one
Gentle and kind one
Seeing the world as a loaded gun

I don't want you to change
Anything you do

I don't want you to be
Someone else for me

Stay as you are
The Darkest Star

Shining for me
Majestic.ally

+++ Plus: The Sinner In Me

If I could just hide
The sinner inside
And keep him denied
How sweet life would be
If I could be free
From the sinner in me

I'll never be a saint
That's not a picture that your memory paints
Not renowned for my patience
I'm not renowned for my restraint
But you're always around
You can always be found
To pick me up when I'm on the ground

If I could just hide
The sinner inside
And keep him denied
How sweet life would be
If I could be free
From the sinner in me

I'm still recovering
Still getting over all the suffering
More known for my anger
Than for any other thing
But you've always tried
To be by my side
And catch my fall when I start to slide

If I could just hide
The sinner inside
And keep him denied
How sweet life would be
If I could be free
From the sinner in me



Monday, June 28, 2010

Fade To Black


Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Can't stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye
*Goodbye*

Sunday, June 27, 2010

No Doubt

To all men
who were, are and will be bastards for ever and ever, amen.

*** Ex-girlfriend


*** It's My Life


Friday, June 25, 2010

Ane Brun

Brilliant Brun!

[1] To Let Myself Go

To let myself go
To let myself flow
Is the only way of being
There´s no use telling me
There´s no use taking a step back
A step back for me

[2] Humming One Of Your Songs

I’m walking
I am walking along
And I am humming
I am humming
One of your songs

I just know one small verse in the middle of it
But it makes me wanna hear it
On and on and on and on
I just know one small verse in the middle of it
But it makes me wanna hear it
On and on and on and on

Everyday I hear your song now
Everyday
It won´t go away.
So I am humming
I am humming
One of your songs

I just know one small verse in the middle of it
But it makes me wanna hear it
On and on and on and on
I just know one small verse in the middle of it
But it makes me wanna hear it
On and on and on and on

So I am humming
I am humming
One of your songs

[3] My Lover Will Go

What am I gonna do?
I am crying a bottle of wine over you
This is something I don´t usually do
But I am crying a bottle of wine over you

For me it is red or nothing
Hey-ho my lover will go
And this will ruin everything
Hey-ho my lover will go
I´m just too romantic
Hey-ho my lover will go
Without any sense of strategies
Hey-ho my lover will go

Twelve days and many long days have passed
Since I let go of my heart way too fast
Too many long summer nights
I´ve been checking for errors on the telephone lines

For me it is red or nothing
Hey-ho my lover will go
And this will ruin everything
Hey-ho my lover will go
I´m just too romantic
Hey-ho my lover will go
Without any sense of strategies
Hey-ho my lover will go

What am I gonna do
I am pouring my heart all over you
I guess I recognize this too
I think I´m falling in love with you

[4] Where Friend Rhymes With End

My friend, you left me in the end
I can´t believe I´m writing a song
where friend rhymes with end
But today I must cave in
I have trouble forgetting those beautiful eyes
As it is
I must fill your space with lies

Friend, you left me in the end
I guess I knew it all along
I guess I expected this song
And it is as it appeared
Like a fist in my stomach and
Swallowing tears
Your song turned out a sad one
Just as I feared

[5] Stop

All that I have is all that you’ve given to me
Did you never worry that I’d come to depend on you
I gave you all the love I had in me
Now I find you’ve lied and I can’t believe it’s true
Wrapped in her arms I see across the street
And I can’t help but wonder if she knows what’s going on
You talk of love but you don’t know how it feels
When you realize that you’re not the only one

Oh you’d better stop before you tear me all apart
You’d better stop before you go and break my heart
Ooh you’d better stop

Time after time I’ve tried to walk away
But it’s not that easy when your soul is torn in two
So I just resign myself to it every day
Now all I can do is to leave it up to you

Oh you’d better stop before you tear me all apart
You’d better stop before you go and break my heart

Ooh you’d better stop
Stop if love me (you will remember)
Now is the time to be sorry (that day forever)
I won’t believe that you’d walk out on me
Oh you’d better stop before you tear me all apart
you’d better stop before you go and break my heart
Ooh you’d better stop

[6] Temporary Dive

I fell down in that hole again
I am a lump of jelly
I am a dead fish

I look up at the blue sky
Aand I know that it's just
A temporary dive

Sometimes we tip toe
Sometimes we run
Sometimes we wander while
Looking at the sun
Sometimes we tip toe
Sometimes we run
Sometimes we wander while
Looking at the sun

Sitting on the cold dirt floor
I want to finish the counting of days on the walls
I build a ladder from broken wish bones
And square-shaped stones
That my friends threw down in the hole

Sometimes we tip toe
Sometimes we run
Sometimes we wander while
Looking at the sun
Sometimes we tip toe
Sometimes we run
Sometimes we wander while
Looking at the sun

And even though I read maps to avoid them
They change location every day
And somehow all of my traces they vanish
But shall one stay put
Shall one lay low
Shall one not go
Just to avoid this hole

Sometimes we tip toe
Sometimes we run
Sometimes we wander while
Looking at the sun
Sometimes we tip toe
Sometimes we run
Sometimes we wander while
Looking at the sun

[7] Headphone Silence

I´m travelling
The wonderful loneliness
Of the headphone silence
Feels like noone can see me
They see right through me
Cuts me off
From the rest of the world

The useless strangers
Sharing my time and space
They might hear my humming
My tapping of fingers anyway
At least I have my thoughts all to myself
My content and the view outside

I see a rainbow complete
Resting its feet on the hill and the ground
Works as an illustration to the sound
This is a whole in time
A couple of hours when the day is
More abstract than usually
I star in this movie
I play the part and unify
With the soundtrack in my head
It could be morning it could be night
I could be anywhere
The headphone silence
Which fills my head

[8] Lullaby For Grown Ups

Go to sleep
with closed eyes
your prophecies
won’t be fulfilled tonight

when you think
of falling skies
remember there are a million ways to die

don’t be afraid
anymore
don’t wear your inside out
to keep you warm

so rest your head
it’s just as well
you can’t keep the sky from falling
anyway

[9] Ten Seconds

He spends his days worrying how
and when he is gonna die
that is irony in fine
he loves life so much, that’s why
even if he knows that it is true
he can’t help it in the end

it is those ten seconds
those ten seconds in your head
when you don’t wonder if you’re alright
you’re just hanging around with yourself – with yourself

now the weight comes crashing in
I’m trapped in my own skin
silence – where did you go?
you left without letting me know
I don’t want to hear this music
I am a careass I cannot use it

it is those ten seconds
those ten seconds in your head
when you don’t wonder if you’re alright
you’re just hanging around with yourself – with yourself

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Blanca Mujer

[Cortesía de St.]


New Orleans
a primeros de abril
en el noventa y cuatro
El está condenado a morir
por amar demasiado

Si quisieras ahora venir
y acabar de una vez con mi vida
yo te lo pido blanca mujer
que me lleves a tu eterna guarida.

Tengo tantas ganas de ti
pero no puedo llevarte ahora.
Te toca todavía vivir
porque aún no te ha llegado la hora.

Soñó una foto virtual
de su amor enlutado.
El esta condenado a morir
por amar demasiado.

Si quisieras ahora venir
y acabar de una vez con mi vida
yo te lo pido blanca mujer
que me lleves a tu eterna guarida.

Nadie quiere nada de mí
y tu quieres que te quite la vida
pero no soy dueña de mí
solo espero la campana de arriba.

Tengo tantas ganas de ti
pero no puedo llevarte ahora.
Te toca todavía vivir
porque aún no te ha llegado la hora.

En un día de primeros de abril
hay un hombre esperando a morir.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Hrdvsion

Siento algo con esto...
Siento que mi alma es un hilo.

*** I Wish I Could Directly Effect


Monday, June 21, 2010

Fever Ray


This will never end
Cause I want more
More, give me more, give me more

This will never end
Cause I want more
More, give me more, give me more

If I had a heart I could love you
If I had a voice I would sing
After the night when I wake up
I'll see what tomorrow brings

If I had a voice I would sing

Dangling feet from window frame
Will I ever ever reach the floor?
More, give me more, give me more

Crushed and filled with all I found underneath and inside
Just to come around
More, give me more, give me more

If I had a voice I would sing.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Tristesse


[Via Douglas.Fugazi]

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

I Think I Love You

La escuche de una caja de musica que aparecia en una pelicula triste. Mas nunca asi la volvi a oir.


I'm sleeping
And right in the middle of a good dream
When all at once I wake up
From something that keeps knockin' at my brain.
Before I go insane
I hold my pillow to my head
And spring up in my bed
Screaming out the words I dread:
"I think I love you!"

This morning
I woke up with this feeling
I didn't know how to deal with
And so I just decided to myself
I'd hide it to myself and never talk about it
And didn't I go and shout it
When you walked into the room.
"I think I love you!"

I think I love you.
So what am I so afraid of?
I'm afraid that I'm not sure of
A love there is no cure for.

I think I love you.
Isn't that what life is made of?
Though it worries me to say
That I've never felt this way.

I don't know what I'm up against.
I don't know what it's all about.
I got so much to think about.

Hey, I think I love you.
So what am I so afraid of?
I'm afraid that I'm not sure of
A love there is no cure for.

I think I love you.
Isn't that what life is made of?
Though it worries me to say
That I've never felt this way.

Believe me,
You really don't have to worry.
I only want to make you happy
And if you say,
"Hey, go away," I will
But I think better still,
I'd better stay around and love you.
Do you think I have a case?
Let me ask you to your face:
Do you think you love me?

I think I love you (x9)

Monday, June 14, 2010

Villeta

Nunca hay silencio absoluto. Los grillos siempre cantan, incluso cuando saltan.



Friday, June 4, 2010

It's OK


It's Okay,
I don't even cry
all I think about is a memory
in that dream when you kissed my arm
as I look away, don't hear
what I say

That maybe when I die
I get to be a car
driving in the night
lighting up the dark.
something in your voice
sparks a little hope
I'll wait up for that noise
your voice becomes my home

Long way round, don't care what I find
A little thunder's good, I thought maybe you would
but it's okay, we all feel left out
sometimes growing up, it can get you down.

I give you something that no one's gonna give you
my sleepin' skin and my heart deep down in you
I'll never tell you, but you're my little scar
Goodbyes are hard and they're hard and they're hard

Maybe when I die
I get to be a car
driving in the night
Lighting up the dark
Something in your voice,
sparks a little hope
I'll wait up for that noise
your voice becomes my home